Lost In Our Darkness (Demons Of Darkness Book 2) by Elizabeth Hayes Read Free Book Online

made it to the door. “Meet me in my office.”
    I nodded and followed him inside. I went straight to the bar and asked for a bottle of whiskey. I hadn’t drank whiskey in a while but tonight I needed it.
    “Stella.” I looked over at Nitro as I waited for the prospect to bring me the bottle. “Is that your blood or someone else’s?” I looked down at myself and realized that I was covered in blood. Dried blood but blood nonetheless.
    “Not mine.” I gave him a reassuring smile and took the bottle and uncapped the lid and brought it to my lips.
    “Good. Zaiden is asleep. He’ll be fine till the morning.”
    “Thanks. I would give you a hug but, you know, I’m covered in blood and all.”
    He shook his head as I walked past him—straight to Nix’s office.
    I didn’t bother knocking. I just walked right in. Nix was sitting at his desk, feet kicked up on his desk as he smoked a cigarette.
    I walked around his desk and leaned on the edge as I lifted the bottle to my lips again before handing the bottle over to him.
    He looked up at me with hooded eyes as he took the bottle from me and took a swig.
    “Trix,” he whispered.
    “Nix.”
    “What happened to us?”
    I chuckled. “Me. That’s what happened, Nix. Me.”
    “You plan on running again.”
    “Nah. As much as I want to, it’s not worth it. I’m a paranoid fucking mess out there on my own. I ran because I thought it was for the best. I really thought that I could give Zaiden a fresh start by having him alone.” I took the bottle back from Nix and took a drink. “You know I think for the most part I was running from myself.”
    “You always run from yourself Trix. That’s just you.”
    “Well that’s nice that you knew that but it would have been helpful had you warned me before I did it again.”
    “Wouldn’t have mattered. You still would have done what you did.” He paused. “You know Trix, I broke that promise I made you a long time ago.”
    “I know.” I looked up at him, a tear escaping my eye. “I did too.” Our eyes locked as he stood up, his body blocking me as he leaned into me, trapping me with his hands. His lips parted as he brought his lips to mine. As much as I wanted to push him away I couldn’t. I couldn’t say no to him. He was my weakness. No matter how much I knew it was wrong. I kissed him back. Feelings I tried to keep from rising to the surface overtook me and I didn’t care anymore. I wanted him and he wanted me. Our clothes ended up in a pile on the floor as I sat on his desk, my arms around his shoulders as he slid in and out of me.
    “Don’t leave me Trix,” he whispered into my ear.
    “Never.” I moaned as I felt my own release coming.
    “Promise me Trix. You’re mine.”
    “I have always been yours Nix. Always.”
    He pressed a kiss to my lips. We fit. I don’t know why but together we fit. Like two puzzle pieces. He continued to thrust into me. As I felt myself letting go, letting my orgasm take over my body, I stilled as he moaned and thrust harder into me, letting himself go. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me to him as he slid out of me. I needed a minute before I could move so I let him hold me.
    Bang bang . “NIX!” Someone pounded on the door yelling for Nix.
    “Yeah.”
    “It’s Zoelle, her water broke.”
    And just like that I pushed him away. Fuck. I had forgotten about Zoelle. He cursed under his breath as he quickly pulled his clothes on. I jumped off the table and quickly put my clothes on.
    “Don’t leave,” he growled as he walked to the door. I followed slowly behind him. Venom stood on the other side of the door glaring right at me.
    I looked at the ground as I slid around him and past everyone who was too concerned with Zoelle to pay any attention to me as I walked past them to my old room to shower. The tears streamed down my cheeks as I slammed the bedroom door behind me. Fuck. What am I doing? I stripped off my blood-soaked clothes and turned on the shower,