deceiving her about their relationship. Yet, he saw no alternativeânot if he hoped to win Claire back.
And win her back he would, Matt told himself a few minutes later when he returned to the den. âThat was my sister Maggie. She was checking to see if you needed anything.â
âYou have a big family,â she said, and the troubled look was back in her eyes.
â We have a big family,â he corrected.
âBut they all seem to be your family, Matt. It was your sisters and your parents that came to the hospital to see me, and theyâre the ones whoâve called. What about my family? Why havenât my parents or my siblings come to see me?â
Matt struggled with how much he should tell her. âYouâre an only child,â he finally replied, deciding it would probably be okay to tell her that much. As far as Claire had known, sheâd had no siblings. And in that damning search that he had started, to locate her parents, the investigator hadnât turned up any siblings either.
âWhat about my parents? Why didnât they come to the hospital or call?â
âClaire, I donât thinkââ
âAm I estranged from them? Is that why they didnât come to the hospital?â
âNo. Youâre not estranged.â
âThen why havenât they at least called to see how I am?â
He didnât want to tell her, didnât want to explain. After all, it had been his foolish attempt to find answers about the childhood that haunted her that had caused her to walk out on him in the first place.
âPlease, Matt. I need to know. Where is my family? Has something happened to them?â
He took her hands, held them in his own. âYou donât have any family. At least none that we know of.â
âBut I donât understand. My parentsââ
âYou never knew who your parents were. You were an orphan.â
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âA n orphan,â Claire repeated. âYou mean I donât have any family? No one at all?â
âYou have meâ¦and my family.â
Even as she tried to absorb this newest shock, more questions raced through Claireâs mind. âBut what about my parents? What happened to them?â
For a moment Matt remained silent and appeared to consider his words carefully before he said, âYou were only a baby whenâ¦when you went to live at an orphanage.â
She swallowed past the lump in her throat. âI was given up for adoption?â
A pained expression flitted across Mattâs features, and Claireâs stomach tensed. âNot exactly.â
âWhat does ânot exactlyâ mean?â
Matt stood. âI donât think this is a good ideaâ¦me telling you so much about yourself, about your past.Maybe I should speak to Dr. Edmond first and see what she has to say before I say anything more.â
âFine, call her. But I remember her instructions quite clearly,â Claire insisted. âShe said that I shouldnât be force-fed any information about myself, about our life together orâ¦or about the attack. That I should be told things when I ask about them, when I want to know. Well, Iâm asking, Matt,â she said firmly. âI want to know what happened to my parents. I want to know why I was sent to live in an orphanage.â
Matt jammed a fist through his hair and paced in front of the chair where she sat. For a moment Claire thought he wasnât going to respond when he stopped and looked into her eyes. âThereâs really not a whole lot that I can tell you,â he began. âYou never liked to talk about your childhood. When we started seeing each other, all you told me was that you had no family of your own and that you grew up in an orphanage and foster homes. You didnât know who your parents wereâonly that you had been three years old or so when a policeman found you abandoned in a church during a hurricane.